well, here goes everything;
first, mum& dad, sorry for everything i've done towards both of you,
i've neglected the family, i know, i've sinned aloot!
&now, i'm sorry, i really realise what i've done.
ayah; suffian betolbetol nak mintak maaf, atas segala dosa-dosa suffian buat kat ayah.
i treated you like some garbage aloot of times, i didn't appreciate your love for me.
i've hurt you alot of times, and your eye, its gonna leave a scar even though you've
gone through surgery. i'm sorry. i'm really sorry ayah. for these past few months,
i've neglected you, ibu, tok, nenek. and nenek, i really miss you.
you were the one, yang jage suffian dari kecik, and now, you're not here.
anymore. seriously, faiz, uan, fendy, thanks for everything, i really appreciate every single thing
you did for me. your time, everything. &sorry kalau aku ader terkasar bahase kat korg.
aku nak mintak maaf.
ibu; suffian betolbetol nak mintak maaf kau ibu jugak, i've been lying to you all this while.
i know, you tried your best to change me, but i just don't bother to change
i just don't. but now, i really wanna change. &i'm sorry ibu.
iloveyou, yes i do! i need you ibu. its awkward to ask for your help at times,
but now, i need you. i just don't have anyone to turn to nowadays.
i just can't depend on my friends. they too need time alone. &you're busy
working, you need to support the family and stuffs. your words on pagi raya
are still on my mind ibu, i wanna apologize to ayah, but i'm too afraid,
too many things i did that hurt him. i'm just a burden to this family, &now,
god, please take me away. i really don't have anything to live for.
i've lost khairah, the one i loved with my life,
i really loved you alot & now you're turning your back on me.
your love, i won't ever forget, your smile, your hugs & kisses, your pampered mood.
the first time i went out with you & fell. (:
the first kiss. (:
the first hug. (:
the first time you said i love you. (:
the first call i made, " WOMANS SHOE " remember? . (:
the first fight. (:
the first time our eyes met. (:
the first time you kissed my hand. (:
the first time you ate in front of me. (:
the first time we hold hands. (:
i miss those times, now, really, i don't understand, you were my inspiration,
i thought i could count on you, but i was wrong. you left me with nothing.
i'll always love you, i swear! trust me. i'll come back. when you're ready.
i'll never forget you, my heart will be always open for you to come back, i'll wait for that day.
i'll wait for you. & i mean it, my promises, don't forget them just yet.
i haven't say my last goodbye to you khairah.
&now, i forgive you still, i always had. THANK YOU . i miss you alot khairah.
i'm sorry for evrything. i'm really am. you were the one i gave my everything.
i'll be waiting for your msg, your call, our meet-up!.
finally ibu & ayah, suffian betolbetol nak berubah, i really wanna turn over a new leaf.
its a promise to everyone close to me, i will. change my ways.
i'm gonna try my best in evrything, i would never ever give up that easily.
trust me. i'm not gonna be like last time okay?
selamat hari raya; maaf zahir dan batin.
first, mum& dad, sorry for everything i've done towards both of you,
i've neglected the family, i know, i've sinned aloot!
&now, i'm sorry, i really realise what i've done.
ayah; suffian betolbetol nak mintak maaf, atas segala dosa-dosa suffian buat kat ayah.
i treated you like some garbage aloot of times, i didn't appreciate your love for me.
i've hurt you alot of times, and your eye, its gonna leave a scar even though you've
gone through surgery. i'm sorry. i'm really sorry ayah. for these past few months,
i've neglected you, ibu, tok, nenek. and nenek, i really miss you.
you were the one, yang jage suffian dari kecik, and now, you're not here.
anymore. seriously, faiz, uan, fendy, thanks for everything, i really appreciate every single thing
you did for me. your time, everything. &sorry kalau aku ader terkasar bahase kat korg.
aku nak mintak maaf.
ibu; suffian betolbetol nak mintak maaf kau ibu jugak, i've been lying to you all this while.
i know, you tried your best to change me, but i just don't bother to change
i just don't. but now, i really wanna change. &i'm sorry ibu.
iloveyou, yes i do! i need you ibu. its awkward to ask for your help at times,
but now, i need you. i just don't have anyone to turn to nowadays.
i just can't depend on my friends. they too need time alone. &you're busy
working, you need to support the family and stuffs. your words on pagi raya
are still on my mind ibu, i wanna apologize to ayah, but i'm too afraid,
too many things i did that hurt him. i'm just a burden to this family, &now,
god, please take me away. i really don't have anything to live for.
i've lost khairah, the one i loved with my life,
i really loved you alot & now you're turning your back on me.
your love, i won't ever forget, your smile, your hugs & kisses, your pampered mood.
the first time i went out with you & fell. (:
the first kiss. (:
the first hug. (:
the first time you said i love you. (:
the first call i made, " WOMANS SHOE " remember? . (:
the first fight. (:
the first time our eyes met. (:
the first time you kissed my hand. (:
the first time you ate in front of me. (:
the first time we hold hands. (:
i miss those times, now, really, i don't understand, you were my inspiration,
i thought i could count on you, but i was wrong. you left me with nothing.
i'll always love you, i swear! trust me. i'll come back. when you're ready.
i'll never forget you, my heart will be always open for you to come back, i'll wait for that day.
i'll wait for you. & i mean it, my promises, don't forget them just yet.
i haven't say my last goodbye to you khairah.
&now, i forgive you still, i always had. THANK YOU . i miss you alot khairah.
i'm sorry for evrything. i'm really am. you were the one i gave my everything.
i'll be waiting for your msg, your call, our meet-up!.
finally ibu & ayah, suffian betolbetol nak berubah, i really wanna turn over a new leaf.
its a promise to everyone close to me, i will. change my ways.
i'm gonna try my best in evrything, i would never ever give up that easily.
trust me. i'm not gonna be like last time okay?
selamat hari raya; maaf zahir dan batin.
