omg, lack of sleep!
havent like sleep since the first day of raya.
just can't sleep. heh. WORK!
confirm penat giler! till 5 am oi. (:
have to drag myslef to take the train to redhill at 7am plus?!
then to CMPB, had my medical checkup. theres like 9 stations!
then the fcuking computer test waste time uhh,
after each test, suppose to have a short break, heck care uhh!
the questions are all damn lame uh i swear!
well, GOT PES "D"! wow, PATHETIC! , was expecting A, got D?
cause there's something wrong with my heart.
on 9 oct, need to go alexandra hospital at 845am for my heart scan.
i didn't know that there's actually something wrong with my heart? HAHA!
then after my scan, god knows what i'm gonna get next? hope i'll be posted to the police academy! (:
lots have happen lately. just can't type it here.
raya have been veryvery bored! i don't know why but its totally boring to me.
no mood to celebrate.
all keep coming back. if you happen to read this post,
imysm okay, like hell aloot luh! omg! i know you don't bother to know.
&i heard about your exams results. i'm sorry
i made you neglect your studies all this while, i feel super fucked up right now
i don't know what to do to help. its just stupidity uhh!
haiy, nevermind, imy. & sorry.
remember? have a little faith in yourself thing? i know you have.
your friends are all around you, if you don't need me,
your friends are still around. they'll be there for you.
i know, i'll still be there. but i don't know.
i'm crying now for god knows why. i can't go on this way.
but whatever it is. i'll still love you anyway.
go do your exams well and you can have fun later (:
we'll be meeting soon. looking forward to that day.
takecare love.
ily.
sorry.
: sebenarnya aku, amat menyayangimu;
ingin kita bahagia, sepanjang masa;
namun rasa cemburu, tak dapatku elakkan;
bagaimana untukku, hadapi segalanya;
walau bukan tanda ku benci, tapi sayang yang ku beri;
inginku melihat senyumanmu sepanjang hari..
sayang seribu kali sayang, cintaku padamu takkan berbelah bagi;
segala rintian akan ku hadapi, untuk menjadi milikmu;
tidurlah sayangku, pejamkan matamu;
mimpikanla belaianku, agarke menyanyikan lagu khas untukmu..
havent like sleep since the first day of raya.
just can't sleep. heh. WORK!
confirm penat giler! till 5 am oi. (:
have to drag myslef to take the train to redhill at 7am plus?!
then to CMPB, had my medical checkup. theres like 9 stations!
then the fcuking computer test waste time uhh,
after each test, suppose to have a short break, heck care uhh!
the questions are all damn lame uh i swear!
well, GOT PES "D"! wow, PATHETIC! , was expecting A, got D?
cause there's something wrong with my heart.
on 9 oct, need to go alexandra hospital at 845am for my heart scan.
i didn't know that there's actually something wrong with my heart? HAHA!
then after my scan, god knows what i'm gonna get next? hope i'll be posted to the police academy! (:
lots have happen lately. just can't type it here.
raya have been veryvery bored! i don't know why but its totally boring to me.
no mood to celebrate.
all keep coming back. if you happen to read this post,
imysm okay, like hell aloot luh! omg! i know you don't bother to know.
&i heard about your exams results. i'm sorry
i made you neglect your studies all this while, i feel super fucked up right now
i don't know what to do to help. its just stupidity uhh!
haiy, nevermind, imy. & sorry.
remember? have a little faith in yourself thing? i know you have.
your friends are all around you, if you don't need me,
your friends are still around. they'll be there for you.
i know, i'll still be there. but i don't know.
i'm crying now for god knows why. i can't go on this way.
but whatever it is. i'll still love you anyway.
go do your exams well and you can have fun later (:
we'll be meeting soon. looking forward to that day.
takecare love.
ily.
sorry.
: sebenarnya aku, amat menyayangimu;
ingin kita bahagia, sepanjang masa;
namun rasa cemburu, tak dapatku elakkan;
bagaimana untukku, hadapi segalanya;
walau bukan tanda ku benci, tapi sayang yang ku beri;
inginku melihat senyumanmu sepanjang hari..
sayang seribu kali sayang, cintaku padamu takkan berbelah bagi;
segala rintian akan ku hadapi, untuk menjadi milikmu;
tidurlah sayangku, pejamkan matamu;
mimpikanla belaianku, agarke menyanyikan lagu khas untukmu..
