first of all, HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY MD ASHRAF BIN MD SAPRI (:
you're a year older okay? not a year younger,
and as you get older, you have to become more matured.
and you have to say thanks to ME cause because of you,
ibu scolded me, for so called putting that ciggy in your bag. heh.
but, you too bad the H.S.A guy caught you with a cig box.
nevermind, i love you, i have to sacrifice at times.
i hope you won't repeat the same mistake again yea?
hope you don't. as a brother, i don't want you to fail in your studies.
you can come to me when you have your own problems, i promise that i'll help.
whatever i can help with, i will. as long as we both still staying under one roof.
just concentrate on your studies first, make ibu & ayah proud!
and insyallah nenek, she's looking from up above.
remember whats her wish? she wanna see her cucu excel in their studies.
so don't you ever for once give up. ayah will be there,
to help in your studies, cause i know i can't help.
you're smart, but don't FOR ONCE misuse your smartness.
seriously, stop bullying nur, instead, love her.
cause she's your sister after all. she's looking up to us as brothers.
& abang nak mintak maff kalau abang made you bleed at times when we fight,
i do fell hurt & did cry okay when i made you cry. tak sampai hati i wanna ever do
that to you, my own brother. i'm sorry ashraf. hope you forgive me.
&please, don't like sikitsikit nak marah ayah.
i know, you're getting older, that's why tkbleh kene sikit.
trust me, i've gone through more than you,
try to control your temper, ayah and ibu kalau pergi, takkan kembali.
so, while they're still here, make full use of this chance to prove to them that you can do it. i know, i use to be a bad example towards you. but now, i'm changing,
i'm trying to, & so should you. don't give up that easily,
try your best in everything you do, with penuh semangat (:
its every parents' wish to see their children excel in their life, score great marks
in their exams, and succeed in everything they do.
so, as i say, pleaseplease change some of your ways, at times,
when you marah ayah, i feel like crying, cause you're becoming just like me last time. now i realise that looking at you marah ayah, i do feeel hurt.
i can't blame you i know, cause i've been doing that for the past few years.
be patient ashraf, it pays, seriously. losing your temper, won't solve anything.
he's our father after all, without him, we can't be here, in this world breathing.
stop it ashraf, its not that i wanna scold you or something, ayah is just trying his best to make us happy, you see, he's been working his socks off
just to support us. did you ever think that kalau boleh pun ayah tknk kerje,
i can see that he's tired. but he's left with no choice.
as long as he's able to work, he will. for the happiness of our family.
see for yourself, ibu pun dah tak larat lagi nak kerje, but dah terpakse.
she have to work to support all of us three & tok.
nenek dah tkde ashraf, and tok pun tk lame kat dunia, to be exact,
no one can live forever, you may not know when allah s.w.t gonna take you away.
while you're still alive, have this opportunity to make everyone around you proud.
ibu, ayah, tok, me, nur, will be there around you always.
i made alot of mistakes in the past, &i dont wanna repeat it.
please kay ashraf, you're a big boy now. grow up and study hard.
cause i don't want you to make ibu and ayah sad,
cause they've gone through alot.
if you love them &nenek, please change.
for the sake of your future.
remember that we'll always be there.
anw again, HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY (:
&for you; KHAIRAH.
i've been trying my very best,to forget.
but i just can't. cause nowadays, i've been thinking alllooot about you.
your exam results, i feel bad, now i know, its too late to regret.
i should have been more understanding in the past, &should've ask you to
study more instead of wasting time on the phone, on the comp.
i'm sorry, but i know, its useless. sorry can't change anything.
but really, i'm still gonna be there when you need someone to talk to,
i don't get it why is it so hard for you to text me sometimes?
khairah, i'm really sorry for everything thats happening right now.
i'm really sorry. but all you can do right now is just pray. thats the best thing you can do when everything fails. pray & seek forgiveness to HIM.
insyallah your prayers will happen one day? no one knows.
i do miss you, & i know you feel the same way too. those times we had. (:
i'm not far away, ask yourself, have i ever distant myself from you?
rain or shine, i WILL be there for you, i promise.
just dial my number or msg me, i'll be there.
please, don't run away. cause after all, we both know our weaknesses.
& don't you ever worry, i've already forgive you for everything; every single thing
you did, already forgiven. (:
please. at least have a little faith in yourself baby.
remember? ; don't let others affect you.
i understand how you feel at times when your family tunggang-terbalik.
your brother, but you have no choice, just bear with it. dad, that's why i say,
you have to be more patient & prove them wrong,
trust me, if you prove them wrong, they'll be left scratching their heads &
mouth wide open till lalat masuk mulut. BBZZZZTTT!
wondering is that really you or your clone? sorry if lame. HAH.
i'll be there to assist you as long as i'm alive. PWWOOMISH! (:
i love you, & i don't want you to fail your exams & be more patient.
do please take good care of yourself.
& i'm still loving you.
you're a year older okay? not a year younger,
and as you get older, you have to become more matured.
and you have to say thanks to ME cause because of you,
ibu scolded me, for so called putting that ciggy in your bag. heh.
but, you too bad the H.S.A guy caught you with a cig box.
nevermind, i love you, i have to sacrifice at times.
i hope you won't repeat the same mistake again yea?
hope you don't. as a brother, i don't want you to fail in your studies.
you can come to me when you have your own problems, i promise that i'll help.
whatever i can help with, i will. as long as we both still staying under one roof.
just concentrate on your studies first, make ibu & ayah proud!
and insyallah nenek, she's looking from up above.
remember whats her wish? she wanna see her cucu excel in their studies.
so don't you ever for once give up. ayah will be there,
to help in your studies, cause i know i can't help.
you're smart, but don't FOR ONCE misuse your smartness.
seriously, stop bullying nur, instead, love her.
cause she's your sister after all. she's looking up to us as brothers.
& abang nak mintak maff kalau abang made you bleed at times when we fight,
i do fell hurt & did cry okay when i made you cry. tak sampai hati i wanna ever do
that to you, my own brother. i'm sorry ashraf. hope you forgive me.
&please, don't like sikitsikit nak marah ayah.
i know, you're getting older, that's why tkbleh kene sikit.
trust me, i've gone through more than you,
try to control your temper, ayah and ibu kalau pergi, takkan kembali.
so, while they're still here, make full use of this chance to prove to them that you can do it. i know, i use to be a bad example towards you. but now, i'm changing,
i'm trying to, & so should you. don't give up that easily,
try your best in everything you do, with penuh semangat (:
its every parents' wish to see their children excel in their life, score great marks
in their exams, and succeed in everything they do.
so, as i say, pleaseplease change some of your ways, at times,
when you marah ayah, i feel like crying, cause you're becoming just like me last time. now i realise that looking at you marah ayah, i do feeel hurt.
i can't blame you i know, cause i've been doing that for the past few years.
be patient ashraf, it pays, seriously. losing your temper, won't solve anything.
he's our father after all, without him, we can't be here, in this world breathing.
stop it ashraf, its not that i wanna scold you or something, ayah is just trying his best to make us happy, you see, he's been working his socks off
just to support us. did you ever think that kalau boleh pun ayah tknk kerje,
i can see that he's tired. but he's left with no choice.
as long as he's able to work, he will. for the happiness of our family.
see for yourself, ibu pun dah tak larat lagi nak kerje, but dah terpakse.
she have to work to support all of us three & tok.
nenek dah tkde ashraf, and tok pun tk lame kat dunia, to be exact,
no one can live forever, you may not know when allah s.w.t gonna take you away.
while you're still alive, have this opportunity to make everyone around you proud.
ibu, ayah, tok, me, nur, will be there around you always.
i made alot of mistakes in the past, &i dont wanna repeat it.
please kay ashraf, you're a big boy now. grow up and study hard.
cause i don't want you to make ibu and ayah sad,
cause they've gone through alot.
if you love them &nenek, please change.
for the sake of your future.
remember that we'll always be there.
anw again, HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY (:
&for you; KHAIRAH.
i've been trying my very best,to forget.
but i just can't. cause nowadays, i've been thinking alllooot about you.
your exam results, i feel bad, now i know, its too late to regret.
i should have been more understanding in the past, &should've ask you to
study more instead of wasting time on the phone, on the comp.
i'm sorry, but i know, its useless. sorry can't change anything.
but really, i'm still gonna be there when you need someone to talk to,
i don't get it why is it so hard for you to text me sometimes?
khairah, i'm really sorry for everything thats happening right now.
i'm really sorry. but all you can do right now is just pray. thats the best thing you can do when everything fails. pray & seek forgiveness to HIM.
insyallah your prayers will happen one day? no one knows.
i do miss you, & i know you feel the same way too. those times we had. (:
i'm not far away, ask yourself, have i ever distant myself from you?
rain or shine, i WILL be there for you, i promise.
just dial my number or msg me, i'll be there.
please, don't run away. cause after all, we both know our weaknesses.
& don't you ever worry, i've already forgive you for everything; every single thing
you did, already forgiven. (:
please. at least have a little faith in yourself baby.
remember? ; don't let others affect you.
i understand how you feel at times when your family tunggang-terbalik.
your brother, but you have no choice, just bear with it. dad, that's why i say,
you have to be more patient & prove them wrong,
trust me, if you prove them wrong, they'll be left scratching their heads &
mouth wide open till lalat masuk mulut. BBZZZZTTT!
wondering is that really you or your clone? sorry if lame. HAH.
i'll be there to assist you as long as i'm alive. PWWOOMISH! (:
i love you, & i don't want you to fail your exams & be more patient.
do please take good care of yourself.
& i'm still loving you.
