had great fun today , faiz , uan , shafiq , remember ; askje*** ! haha . should not publish it here cause it my offend some people. (:
slack till 6 plus , then went home , family probs , studies , just pulls me down . heh .
tried to make everything alright , but just cant . life sucks probably ... pfft .
no one to turn to . theres only one thing to do right now & that is ; JUST GIVE EVERYTHING UP !

takecare . & imy sayang.

23 / 4 / 08 = School , Home , Met Baby . (:

i'll update later. sorry friends. =D

9 More Days ; Baby , I Miss You Okay ; I Know You Love Me Only & No One Else , You're The One Who Showed Me That I'm Loved . Although Theres Ups & Downs In Our Rs , It Won't Ever Tear Us Apart , I'd Be By Your Side Forever & Always , I Love You Khairah Baby . (:


been looking forward to school nowadays cause my classmates just so fun . haha ! faz , amin , lol .
only my class advisor brings me down , he talks like some idiot , with no facial expression + the botak-ness , gosh , his head is so shiny when the sunray hits his forehead . HAHA ! today was tiring , woke up at 6 , went tanah merah to meet baby , &it was raining heavily , took cab , all my $5 gone ? heh . takpe , sayang nyer pasal . (: then went back home , changed , went back school , thats where the fun begin , first , faz was such a dumbdumb idiot , running around the class , when the teacher open the door , his face slammed against the door ! haha ! it was damn funny ! joker of the day. ahaks ! then , from 9 till 11 , slept in class cause didnt bring anything to class , starting frm tmrw , suffian gonna be a goodboy ! &baby , study hard for your exams aites . do well ! i want you too . just do your best , as you said ; have faith in yourself . (:

thats all folks ! tataaaaa ~

its been days since i've blogged , first of all I Miss Baby .
180408 = Super-Duper-Tuper-Grupeerr-Juper-Luler Times Had . (:
190408 = Shagged + Fun . (:
sorry friends , i'll be updating soon .

sorry for not updating people . lazy to. (:

today,school getting more bored . new classmates , stupid teachers , stupid rules .
super lazy to go to school nowadays sia , so fcking waste of time . pfft .
slackslack , met baby , kembangan , then home .
thats it for today .

gosh , i miss you superduper. (:

bye temanskus . puss puss pusss ! lol .

didn't sleep , wow ! my eye sumpah takboleh tahan , cause needed to teman sayang & had breakfast at MACDONALDS. (: then went back & slept , thanks for the morning laughters . lol ! woke up at 11 , wanted to go school but like wth uh , no mood ! repeated my 1st year ! fcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcuk ! ): soo , SUFFIAN , study hard oke ? sleep back , woke up at 3 , went bedok meet ridwan , slackslackslack till 6 plus , went kembangan . &oh girl , i'm in love with you , if i just could hug you & kiss you whenever i can . ahaks !

&baby , sing along with me okay in the bus next time will you ? (:
&lets spent a night together to count the stars with me . (:
&my love for you will never end. ILMY !

byebye. nights .

today . went to parkway , window shopping , soccer-ing at simpang , headed home , then daaa .
sorry , no mood today . bye & takecare kawans ..

today ? (: extreme greatness ! hahas . went bugis, walkwalk , eat , then kembangan , sorry baby for not talking to you , was afraid that u might get angry . khehe . so takpe . then to tampines , bought new nike street soccer shoes that costs me $80 , went to pastamania for dinner , then to ezone ? haha ! wth . slackslackslack till 10 with vincent , jordan & samuel , then headed home .

pheeeeewwwiiit ~ imissbaby.

peace out. (:

senang berbual uh , bibik , kau besar pey sundal ! aku cume amek $6 , beh kau gy bilang ayah & ibu i took $15 ? waaah , kau ingat ehk,kau nie stakat pembantu rumah ,bukan nye aper or some kind of queen , orang da kasi makan,tak aprreciate ! mak kau pey puki uh eh ! pasal kau luh aku gadoh ngan parents ! jahanam pey sundal , aku tak kisah uh,nie blog aku,aper aku nak cakap,aku pey pasal uh,tkde org bleh stop aku. &dad,kau pun takmo nak step faham luh masuk campur hal orang laen,aku bleh return to duit luh you bastard ! da cukup bagus aku tak tumbuk kau pey muke tadi ! kau patut bertetima kasih aku tak uat pape kat kau sial ! & mum,takmo mcm faham jugak luh, next time nak sepak,slap harder ,what ? are you weak or smth ? guess sick in the mind i think ! you think ayah slalu baik ajee ? u dont know what hes doing behind your back ?! &he frequently go out late after you're asleep ! pala buto pey haramjadah .

BABY,where are you when i need you the most ?! ):

hello there . eh temans , besok better pay the nssl fee tau ?! i needa go to teck ghee or whatsoever the cc is. hahaks ! today was super-duper fun ! thanks BABY for the day , i didnt know what you ate or drank till you become like some (nak katerkan tak betol , tapi da memang ) haha. sorry oke ? but i love you anyway. (: carried this huge black thingy , &sorry if i ketoketok ur kepale with that thing . khehe . then,it rained , soaked , FUN ! oke. thats about today .

p.s - no one can take you away from me . (:

4:40am ! cant even sleep , guess theres just lots of things that i cant figure out.
but , its life . so , BE STRONG . please take away my pain someone ? been suffering for like the past 5 hours ? aaaaahhh ! i need you right by my side baby. ):

wow ! all messed up sia , first nssl thingy , tmrw i need to go sign up tau kawankawan ?! &please pay matimati by tomorrow,sorry faizal for paitau-ing kau,aku cakap nak meet kau,in the end tak.
sorry. oke,went bedok to meet faiz & wan,thought of buying rokok,but takde,so,bought marlboro SINGAPORE ! wth. -,-' then met her & meryl. slackslackslack till 6 plus,went kembangan. had a great time okay sayang ? (: then took cab from kembangan-home-bedok resevoir ! kocek lobang seyy ! cab fare reads 15.90 ! wah piang eyy ! mati sey aku,maen takraw,tau tak turun,like they played a lil while,then sume tired and they went home. fcuk sia ! bullshit ! &im sorry sayang for coming back home late. baby,sorry pasal i lectured u just now aites ? i love you & i taknak you continue to walk on the wrong path. please be strong tauu.

okay,thats for today !

&sayangku,i miss you !

hoho ! nssl coming baybeh , so , be prepared. dont let the past repeat itself. kawankawan , please pay the money ? i need to go to teck ghee cc tau ! please be responsible ? i'm worried you're all too late. i really wanna join that competition . please ? okay , tday the weather like stupid , first , panas , drizzle , VERY HOT , the bleehhgghh , super heavy . wth ! i need new pair of slippers , anyone care to blanje me ? haha ! desperate seyy aku , haha . okeoke,then went to kembangan as usual .
HUGS & KISSES ! (:

weeee ~ loveyou baby !

aiyoyo ! holidays are so super boring when theres nothing to do ! (: luckily next week sudaah start skola again ! yesss uh ! ~ 2nd year luh , macam orangorang katekan . da up sikit . hahaks . 14april2008 - 1st day of my year 2 in ite simei ?! wth. haha ! okeoke. temantemanku , biler nak go shisha-ing ? aku da tak sabar ! khehe.

baby,i miss you . ):

takecare people. NIGHTS .

thanks for the day ;
thanks for all the laughter ;
thanks for the hugs & kisses ;
thanks for the cab fare ;
thanks for all your love ;
thanks jelutong cc for the "LAME" show ;
&finally , thanks for 0054 msg ? ;
iloveyou baby & i'll always will, no matter how much pain u caused me , i'll always forgive you.
i'll be there for you , i'll be there whenever you need me ;
once again,thanks for the night , &im sorry for what happen at home ? (:
ily,iny,imy. thats all i wanna say to you.
so,please dont ever leave me.



kkae. NIGHTS !

yea,kini ku sedar saper diriku ini ? i'm nothing to you , its like i cant force you to love me? i cant stop you from doing anything ? its ur choice . but the thing is , i still love you . i miss you & i need you baby. but each day , it seems like we're drifting apart further . thats what i'm feeling now. all i need is you & no one else . tell me honestly , do you still even love me ? i'm lost. those thoughts have been in my mind since the day you left me . u would say ily , but now , u dont . okaylaa. just wanna end my post here. takecare & i'll always love you. (: