rock that body ;

Sunday, March 30, 2008

i guess life's unfair , &god TELL ME WHY ?!?! its so hard to live life w/o you now. its like fcuking unfair,love?life?studies? guess i'll be moving on with life. all i can do is just look on the bright side.
but,ITS NOT OVER ! (:

i miss you ;
your smile ;
your voice ;
your pinches ;
your kisses ;
your hug ;
your belo-ness ;
i'll be missing your morning calls ;
i'll always be there for you ;
i'll be waiting BABY ;
simply said , i miss everything about you .

bye.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

well,been cry'g . dk why. like i'm prepared for the worse . indeed,i have to be strong. sorry.
but i have to let it all out,since its my blog.

oke people,today ? GREAT ! went to bishan to sign up for the anugerah band thingy & got to know that we'll perform tmrw. heh. stupid. from bishan , went back to simei to meet girlf . went banquet and ate carrot cake. ! zepa ; kau memang dolmat uh ! (: then from there , went jamming ,sweated like a pig because theres no fan around. -,-' STUPID ! then after jamming , went kembangan. thanks for those smiles & THOSE UNWANTED NOISES U MADE WITH MY DRUMSTICKS. badbad girl tauu. (: khehe. sayang kamuu !

tmrw's my band auditions. WISH ME LUCK.

MISSBABY. (:

Friday, March 28, 2008

i miss sayangkuuu !!!!! stuupiddd people,just fcuk off ! (: tomorrow , ANUGERAH BAND AUDITIONS ! temanteman,tolong doakan suffian and band mates. harapharap dapat qualify oke ?
makaseehh ! khehe. i dont care,no matter what my mind tell me,i know that i do still love you like i use to , & nth could bring me down. LOVEYOU BABY.

daaaaa ~ nights.

Thursday, March 27, 2008

hah. life ? love ? wth luhh ! those thoughts had been in my mind for like days now !! idk how to spill it out but i just dont wanna end up feeling rejected or stupid. cause i'm giving everything to you . my time,my life, etc etc. seriously , please tell me the truth . i'm fcking confused with you . you left me no choice . ILOVEYOU oke. dont think negatively. cause this is how i'm feeling nowadays. when i'm with you , nothing else matters . but when ure not around me,i start to think differently like as if i'm losing you. haish. i dont know why cause its just so hard to explain. &i tried to get rid of this feeling,but the problem is that, I CANT !

okaye friends & temantemanku, today was quite okayokay day for me , went to meet khairah & then sent her home,then went back to grab my soccer stuffs . thought of playing at bedok view there but eventually , theres lots of MATREPS which i totally HATE. so,plan tak jadik.went to meet faiz and wan,slackslack till 10 plus,and cycle back home. PENAT OII! (:

okay daaa. byebye kawans ! (:

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

never knew that life is so full of shit luh ! thoughts have been running through my mind. manymanymanymany thoughts luh . ugh. nbcb !

daaaa,take care people.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

sorry yeah people for not updating my blog so often nowadays. (: been busy with some stuffs. sorrysorry. tday was just a BORING day ! MOOD SWINGS & BOREDOM ! heh. orangorang , support me all the way cause i'm joining anugerah band which is on saturday ! weeee ~ kkae luh , i'm just tired too update anymore. PEACE. (:

I MISS MY BABY ! LIKE HELL ALOT ! ):

byebye.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

hmm,today was fun. sparks flew ,but then,evt'g returned to normal. the best part was that from meryls' took 168 to bedok and than ran all the way home since theres no bus 14 anymore. STUPID! sweat like pig sia.

lol.... kkae. byebye people. & thanks meryl for the pizzas ! (:

&baby,please takecare when i'm not arnd.

nights.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

wow,parents sucks maaaann !!! ~~ wth luhh,nagnagnagnagnag.

better off dead. nbcb uh ey MOM & DAD , go to hell after whatever uve done . i totally dont appreciate you guys at all. u think what,fun uh nagnag like fuckers like that ?!? stupid bitches & matreps,go mampos.

ps mom and dad,just fcuk off. FUCK LIFE ! SCREW THOSE FUCKERS.

sorry people.

bye suckers.

Friday, March 21, 2008

fcking shyt ! today was totally screwed thanks to some IDIOTS ! . heh. stupid luhh eyyy.

daaaaa , byebye.

IMISSBABY.

march 19 ; 22:53 pm

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

hey people. (: waitwait. before i start to blog on tday , just wanna say ; Eh kembangan matreps , if u wanna go find me , go look for me when i send my girlf bek home , & if you ever dare to lay a finger on her or disturb her , i swear to god , u'll be dead ! trust me. heh. DAMN IDIOTIC LOSERS . fcuk you all matreps. aku tak takot uh. (:

kkae,SUFFIAN , stop it luhh. tday was okeoke uh . nth special except got to meet girlf again. and oh gosh , i miss her lots oke orangorang. i dooo ~ & i'm too tired to update my blog for tday. parents are FREAKS. wow ! last minute plans,I LOIKEE ! heh. like wth luhh. got to know that i'm unable to meet girlf again till god knows WHEN ?!?! piece of shits luhh. ARGH !.

oke daaaa. ~ till here then.

I MISS MY BABY !

march 18 ; 6:38 PM

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

holidays sudaahh datang . (: i wanna work ? can anyone pleaseplease keep me occupied or something ? cause i've been under lots of pressure for the past few days. family problems,the pain of missing BABY. argh ! hidup susah,mati pun susah. lol. merepek uh SUFFIAN. hahah.today was supersuper boring,just stayed at home the whole day, & WOW,my my friends are such an asses these days. sorry kawankawanku ? I WANNA WORK !!!!!!! ugh. havent been updatin my blog cause i'm just too lazy to move around,been sleeping late and wake up late ; what a PIG! .and baby,i miss you !!!! khehe ~ kinda miss those days in bds. haha. LAME ! but seriously,miss those times when the notorious bds students got involved in fights,bathing together at the field toilet. running away from MR SUM TUCK MUN . ~~~~~~~

daaa daaaa , before i start to elaborate on more stupid stuffs, i thynk i should just SHUT UP oke people ? (:

ps. i MISS my KHAIRAH BABY . & MATREPS,she's mine. so,fcuk off if you got a problem. heh. (:

byebye.

march 16 ; 9:05PM

Sunday, March 16, 2008

today was extremely great.woke up at 8 to do some stupid stuffs at home.&slept back after done with my stuffs.

helped mum cook in the kitchen,and then went out for soccer session . (:

i've been missing my baby tremendously. ):
looking to seeing you again. heh.

till here then.too tired to update. sorry.

takecare PEOPLE.

FRIDAY ; MARCH 14 2008

Friday, March 14, 2008

hello peeps. (: today was okaye xcept for my exams. studied like mad yesterday for fcking 4HOURS,but in the end,a single stupid thing didnt came out. ARGH ~ gonna fail my end0fyear exams. 100% . heh.

went soccer-ing at simpang but unfortunately,only 10 ppl turn up. WTF ?
heh. so boringggg laaaarrrr seyyy.

&baby,i forgivee you okaye.its actually not ur fault.its mine.i was the one who started it.sorry ? u are not in da fault oke ? and i'll always love you. (: pleaseplease dont ever say what u said just now EVER AGAIN!u made me think that as if u dont trust me. hah.

daaaa ~ peace out . byebye.

13 MARCH 2008 ; 10:15pm

Thursday, March 13, 2008

well,people said that anything that associates wth the number 13 is superstitious ?
i think its true luhh eeyy.

this day sucks. my day was totally ruined by those fcukers. heh.

imissmybabykhairah. ):

12 MARCH 2008 ; 10:30pm

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

hello again people. (: woke up at 7:30am cause having my exams in school.then bathe &got out.
met my classmates just before gg in to the exam hall cause i cant seem to know where the exam hall was. heh. then,got into the exam hall ; sat there for like only 15 mins&told my teachers that i've finish my exams. my teacher was like staring at me and then smiled . (: then went to tamp mac with classmates to slackslackslack. from there,went to meet my BABY at tanah merah. saw mai,atiq,mazrina&hannah. pheww ~ met BABY & sent her home. i've been waiting for her her hug for like 1whole day after what happend ytd.
got bek & sleeeppppp like pig cause it was raining heavilyy. (:

now,the most stuupid things always happens at night!! got to know that her parents gonna fetch her every single till god dont knows when ?!?! why are things gg to towards the wrong path instead of gg to the right ?!?! wth laa seyyy ! its fcking unfair. cried&cried till i had swollen eyes . lucky my mum was there to consolidate me. ):

&baby,please just dont ever think of letting me go! cause i've promised you that i;ll try my veryveryvery best to make u happy!i've told you even though ur parents hates you for what u've done,u still have me. ): please thynk farr and be strong.

totally fuck this world laarr. &please god,stop making her suffer !!

I'm FCKING MISSING YOU LIKE HELL. ):
p.s stop the suffering .

TUESDAY ; 11 March 2008 ; 8:30PM

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

simple ; FCUK TODAY UH! .
even though had a great time with my baby.slept at 4 cause HELMY got kicked-out of his house by his parents. Then woke up at 9 cause baby ended early , had to wait for her to come. then slept again. from 11 to 6.30 just stayed in my room. totally pissed off with MDM NOREHDA SOLD.
cant you just let me spend a night with her,WHY NEED YOU GO AND CALL AND SAY THAT THE CAMP ENDED EARLY. after woke up ; send her home and then totally had no mood when i reached home. dad confiscated my handphone due to my EXCEEDING phone bills. wth laaa seyy !
daaaaa ~ aniway, peace out.

INEEDYOUBABY ; (: